Okay it's Tuesday i haven been online in the longest.  well prom weekend was a real rollercoaster.  Prom was so nice and elegant, everyone looked really nice.  I wore a read fitted dress and my date (the asshole i'll explain later) After prom was where all the drama began tho. I wanted to just kick it @ after prom and other people took it the wrong way.  So we fell out, but my baby got suspended for a day cuz he was about to beat my prom date's ass! haha! But my prom date is grimey ass fuck and we not cool, i don't care, but its sad.  then on sunday we took a charter bus to cedar point. it was so cold and i was the only person without there w/out their date till about 4/5 and then my baby came.  While i ws there i found out my grndfather died that same day.  I was devastated and it's crazy cuz its so close to graduation and my grandmother passed 2 yrs ago and neither one made it to my graduation and they did so much for me and my family  anyone who has known me for a long time knows my grandfather atleast.  his wake is friday and funeral is saturday.  we don't know what happened but i just think about what he was doin and if he was alone and if he called 4 someone and how i didn't get to c or talk to him and how i shoulda went down there more often.  My mom is devastated, loosing both parents in a matter of 2 yrs an she was VERY close to both.  I have to play the flute while i'm down there too at the funeral.  i remember at my gmothers i got so emotional while playin i thought i wouldnt b able to finish the song.  i kno he's n a better place but its unbelieveable he's gone and seeing him n a casket seems so unreal.  Everyone has been callin n been real supportive.  my baby has been there 4 me too and has been a great ear and supportive.  this year has been filled with so much drama but i just wanna take a break from it all and thats y i look fwd to hawaii in june.  well i gotta get back to snr project stuff, holla.out                             

*R.I.P Grandma and Grandaddy Pate*

"We love you" 

Hello everyone! IIIIIIIII'm Baaaaack! Lastnight i had to work, i work at fye (entertainment store at a mall) omg i'm so sick of it!. I drive all the way out there to work three dumb hours almost every week!  i talked to my managers and they have nothin to say about it or atleast they don't do n e thing about it.  So now i'm n the process of trying to find another job, where?i don't kno. maybe mbna or this secretarial job that was offered here at the highschool.  Oh yea there r some good deals goin on at fye so go to one nearest you!  I really need to find a way to make quick, fast cash so can handle final prom stuff and college.  Today I'll be working with SGORR= student group on race relations, and basically it's high school students who go into the elementary classrooms and work with younger student to teach racial tolerance through civil, broad activities so they are exposed to different views on various topics.  I thinkj i'mma go running today.  Lately I've been feeling like i'm getting outta control.  So imma get back to my exercising schedule.  my goal is to go for a whole week without drinking pop or juice just water.  that's hard b/c i'm addicted to pop and of course my Apple juice! Well i'm bout ta go. chack out my page on blackplanet.com jassy247365. I'm out.

                                   stay fresh and sweet Jaz-e    

 Due to Popular Demand I'm back for the second time to give the people what they want (M.R, I.J.G. and M.J)

Okay right now I'm focused man but with a lil sickness called senioritis and it's in it's final stages (lethal). Prom is a few weeks away and i have everything except assesories and a car.  This sucks because my parents refuse to rent a car for us because of dum dum dum! "liability".  I refuse to ride in a limo, because i wanna stunt in a car of my own! My prom date and i finally cleared up out issues.  For a sec I thought he was gonna be the prom date from h e double hockey stix (hell) but latnight we had a long convo and basically we're both stubborn and so now we're starting all over from scratch.  Meaning all the way back to ..."Hi, my name is Jassy.."  On the other hand I've managed to meet a really cool person who I've been talkin and kickin it wit for a few weeks.  It's nowhere serious, but everybody need someone sooner or later right?! In the Fall i will be attenind the DePaul University in Chi Town.  I'm really looking forward to it but I'm kinda worried about the somwhat financial burden on my fam and on myself when i graduate (all i got were loans! BILLS BILLS BILLS!). and i dont like payin people back, so i hate borrowing.Oh, yea by the way i'm a really random person so i just to diffferent topics reeeeeal quick.  This past weekend i was in a hip hop modeling contest for the radio station here in cleveland which was held at the i x center. there were 9 of us toal and for about a week we practiced walking n stuff with one of the workers at the station who also happened to be a model.  Unfortunately i didn't win but i had fun and i was told i should go into modeling.  even so, i'm not really into that atleast not enough to invest the money it would take to do it.  so now it's just one more thing i'lll get to put on my resume. I really dont have drama i try to stay away from it cuz i've had my share for this year with people and school.  I've learned alot for these bad experiences and i figure there's nothing wrong with suffering and goin throuhg bad times because if u learn from it you are truly a stronger and wiser person. experience is the best teacher.  Plus it's all a test to bulit you as a person , God is continuing to shape me and guide me and lately I've been trying to build a closer relationship with him. I've seen so many people change and seen how cold hearted and cruel people can be to eachother and it's sad, scary and unfair to those who are the victims.  I can't even count how many friendships i've been thru.  Especially girls, who you thought would always be down for you like back to the fuckin 7th Grade till now! I just couldn't see how those people were just using me to get where or what they wanted .But it's okay cuz I screen people more and learned not to give total trust. NEVER fully trust a human, they lie, cheat, turn their backs.  But thank you to those who always kept it real and/or have been their from start no matter if we went out separate ways for a sec. I truly appriciate you and you know who you are.  And that's real.  Okay, well i thing this makes up for the long wait (cheers). So maybe I'll b back tomorrow or in a few weeks but remember to come back lata! Out!

                                          Stay Fresh n sweet JAZ-E